Hmm.. Few more days to 1 yr older.. Nt reali excited abt it.. Mayb of e thgs dat happened during tis few wks or days bah.. N aso im sick.. Haiz.. Mood nt yet recover since e last fight.. Too tired to think of anythg..Reali wanna gv up everythg n start afresh.. Nt reali gg to celebrate cuz reali nt in a mood.. Juz an outing wif my gals for dinner n drinks.. Other dan dat, nth else.. Actual day gg be alone as well.. Hmm.. Wat a bday i had tis yr.. Hmm..

Last sat, was my cousin wedd at Oriential.. E venue was okay bt lunch set nt dat fantastic..Fetch my mum early in e mornin to yishun, my cousin hse.. Probably nt enough slp so im fallin sick dat day.. Hate e feeling of being sick.. Sianz.. Argh!!! Wanna blog bt suddenly mind in a blank.. Shitty shit.. Nvm den.. Am gg bed.. Shall blog again..

tears keep dropping dw.. wat does it mean?? am i e cause of everythg?? im reali very tired liao.. i wanna so much to gv up nw.. gv up tis 5 yrs r/s.. i felt its nth.. reali nth.. wen ppl chg, everythg chg..

We had a fight again.. Tis time round, I felt hurt.. Wanna So much to cry out.. Couldn't get any slp last Nitez.. Flip here n there.. Been Thinkin of us.. Hw many happy n unhappy thgs during tis 5 yrs.. Outcome, unhappy more Dan happy.. Will we be happy Wen we get married?! Will there be happiness?! I'm reali wondering.. Hmm.. All thgs seems to be changing.. Y?! He no longer care as much as he do in e past.. He only tik of himself nw.. He dun bother abt ppl feelins anymore.. Has he changed?!

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