"SINCE I CANT GO BACK TO E PAST, I MUST FACE WATEVER IS COMING IN MY FUTURE.. BE IT GOOD OR BAD.. IM SURE I'LL FIND A WAY TO MAKE MY LIFE HAPPIER!!"

Had a fight wif him b4 he went to work.. Fight over something personal.. Feeling so tired over all these.. Hw can i make it all stop?! I reali cant take it.. Dozen of fights, arguements thru out this 3 yrs plus r/s made me reali very tired..

I WANNA A STOP ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I knw he's gg to read it, i juz dun care.. He wanna ppl to understand him, den who come n understand me?! Im a human overall and i also nd someone to understand me..

Since he find dat i cant understand him den y cling on it?! Juz let go of each other, life will be easier isnt it?! Y?! I juz dun understand.. Dats e reason i told him nt to propose to me if he wanna.. I dun wanna commit myself into something dat i cant see in future.. I dun wanna any more regrets!! U understand me?!

Rt nw, i juz wanna spend my life happier.. Find a job dat i wont get to see him n do wat i wanna.. I dun wanna own him anymore.. I had enough.. Reali enough..