Hmm.. Its friday today.. Wat a boring day..

Recently seems driftin apart frm baby.. Since dat day we had a short fight.. Haiz.. Everthing seems so sianz to me.. I dunno wat to do.. Can someone teach me?? I wanna e beta nt e worst.. Y things juz dun work out for us?? Does he knw im still unhappy abt dat day?? I dun tik he knws.. Probably he will juz think dat i dun reali love him dat much despite everything he had done for me.. I dun wanna explain anymore.. Im reali tired in all these explaination.. He juz dun understand.. No matter hw many times i had explained.. Hw i hope he can understand.. Haiz.. We seldom tok nwadays.. nt even 10 sentences a day.. haiz.. he dun come to e shop anymore.. open n close, its all done by me alone.. e most is he fetch me here, eat den bk hm.. like ytd..

tis mornin, he went to work also 一声不响 den go off.. come bk also.. hmm.. i knew he came bk.. din even wake me up or.. juz occupy himself infront of e comp.. den i woke up, i ask him y u so early came bk, juz an ans, gg off again ltr.. den told me he wanna buy hse.. ask me go find a job den can loan frm hdb.. today we tok more.. all abt e hse, no other things.. den he ask me am i gg out ltr at nite.. i told him yah.. he ask me close myself today and go off myself.. meaning he's nt free to come fetch me cuz he nds to go orchard take pay.. take whole evening meh?? he overheard im meeting dem 1030 bt din even ask me whether i wanna him eat wif me mah.. haiz.. things is changing.. e feelin is bk.. he nw spent more time on orchard k dan on me.. every nite almost after 3 den reach hm.. i dunno.. dunno hw i can handle all tis during tis while.. suddenly im feelin lost.. very very lost.. at tis moment e only thing i wanna do is hide myself at a corner n had a big cry.. haiz.. wordless..

wat shd i do ltr?? 1030.. even i close shop at 8, 2.5 hrs, wer shd i go??