Wohoo.. baby comin bk tml noon.. morning flight.. nt gg fetch him cuz me gotta work.. nw doing some laundry.. washin my bedsheets and blankets.. trying to clear my laundry as much as i can.. haha.. cuz last wkend althou baby nt in bt dun haf time to do ot.. sat morning send him to airport, came bk n slp till 4 plus.. did some laundry.. mostly on his.. den sun went to pick up my sis and pick up something frm shop as well as passing the keys bk to the owner.. after dat send my sis bk ubi den to my facial den bk to ubi again.. dinner wif sis over at ubi.. stayed till 10 plus den bk hm.. shower and off to bed.. so no time to do my laundry.. since im nt tired nw, so i clear some lor.. lolz..

today woke up 630am.. mayb bcuz i knw baby nt in and nobody fetching me to work.. so gotta wake up early.. haha.. intend to drive to work bt ytd b4 i slp, i google for e car park rates.. wow.. so ex lor if i park at ms carpark.. if i park at esplanade, too far.. so think n think, beta take public transport.. haha.. on my way bk, bought koi n my dinner.. doze off as usual while watchin tv.. den suddenly someone came knocking my door.. abit scared n blur blur, went to open and saw an old uncle asking for lionel.. haha.. he is lionel's dad.. asking me is his son in?? haha.. funny rt?? baby din on his phone.. mayb his dad worried abt him lor.. called him whole day bt no respond.. once he left, i quickly called baby on his thai phone.. tellin him his dad came n look for him.. scared me lor.. lolz.. i asked him to call him, he said nvm.. he will call him wen he reach tml noon.. okay lor.. haha.. think bk so funny.. haha..

so fast mid yr liao.. tml 1st june le.. gg 1 yr older soon.. hmm.. still thinking shd i on leave on his n mine bday?? haiz.. confused.. wait for him to be bk n ask him again bah.. tis wkend gg to my cousin hse for a gathering.. yippie.. mj again.. althou i dun play lar.. see ppl play aso gt fun yah.. and gossipin wif my cousins.. haha.. b4 wkend, arrange to meet liam on fri.. venue n time nt cfm yet.. anyway, shall update again yah..

Argh!! Baby gg bkk tis mornin n will be bk on tue noon.. Juz send him off to e airport.. Nw bk hm.. Probably nt fetchin him bk frm e airport cuz im workin.. Hmm.. So tis few days gonna be alone.. :) Will be meeting ivy n et ltr on e nitez for movies.. Hmm.. Think bk like im disturbing e both of dem.. Aiyo.. Shdnt haf ask dem wats their programme.. Omg.. Gg to slp nw liao.. Will update again..



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我病了，会有人来照顾我吗 ???????????? Will e person i wanna beside me taking care of me ????? Haiz.........

Argh.. Im terrible upset nw.. Emo plus heartstricken.. Over e shop as well as other matters.. Frm 期待 of e openin till openin on 1st aug till nw closin it on 23rd may, alotz of 感触.. Major decision of closin it is on me.. Initally i insisted carry on operation bt 命运 let me found a job.. Dunno its a gd thing or a bad thing.. Anyway i decided to haf it closed cuz ever since i started workin, i found myself tired to come open on wkends.. So i can said i neglect tis shop.. Nw bloggin at e shop while waitin for baby n max.. Dey send some items over to kallang for storage.. Nw only left wif cabinet stuffs n its all done.. Gonna rtn keys to e owner tis mth end.. Will continue tis biz on blog as well as runnin flea.. Hmm.. Wordless nw.. :'(

Nw i can understand hw my mei feel wen she actuali nd to come dw open on wkends.. Its so tiring.. Wkend suppose to rest well for e start of next 5 workin days.. Lolz.. Nw i can truely understand.. Haha..

E past wk din do anything special.. Yeah, bb sponsoring me on e gym.. Tml gonna go sign up.. Juz heard mei nt signin.. Hmm.. She said her leg still pain cant squat nw.. So long?! Mine recovered le.. Lolz.. Think bk, we shldnt start on course cuz so long nv exercise.. Once exercise, we do so 激烈 de.. Dats y we felt so pain on our muscles.. Haha.. Tml gg do something light first.. Lolz..

Abit moody n emo today....... Haiz..........


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Hmm.. Its long since i last updated.. So i'll blog b4 i went to bed.. Ganna a complain by my dept head to my ic today.. Long story.. Nt gg to write dw cuz its damn freakin long.. Wen i haf time den i'll blog on it.. Suppose to dinner myself cuz baby called to say he gt a meetin at 530.. Couldnt find someone to dinner with me.. Mei went jb n nt yet bk.. Bt end up baby called n told me meetin cancelled.. Ask me go meet him at taka.. He n remus went hermes collect something.. So i went lor since i cant find any kakis.. Dinner at Mr Sushi, taka B2.. A very nice jap set meal.. Me n baby suppose to order saba minder bt e waitress heard samba.. Since we cant chg den no choice lor.. Lotz of bones lor e fish.. Haiz.. Eat till so pek chek.. Lolz.. After dat send dem to work, went to buy grapes at e supermart den drove bk hm..

Still thinkin wanna go exercise nt.. Cuz its e last day for e free trial.. Shd i sign up?! Went on mon, till nw my muscles still pain lor.. If will to ask baby, he sure object cuz dat day juz fight wif him on tis.. Haiz.. Mayb try askin him.. Bt i dunno wen i can see him.. Ltr he's bk, im aslp.. I woke up, he's slpin.. Gosh.. Quite sometime we din ate b'fast together le.. He send me to work tis mornin w/o b'fast.. Can see he's tired n slpy.. Hmm.. Baby, wen can haf b'fast wif me?! Can u sponsor me e fitness?! Lolz.. Alotz of tiks to catch up wif him.. He so bz nt free for me lor.. Haiz..

Wkend comin.. Tis wkwnd gonna burn.. Gg to e shop sat to clear out e stks as i decided to close it.. Biz will resume on blog site (under construction nw) as well as runnin flea mart.. No pt payin rental.. Gg shift everything to kallang by e end of e mth.. N sun baby gg study for his property.. Faint.. Hm alone.. Wth..

Tired tired tired.. Gg bed nw.. Nitez!!

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its another wk again.. a very tired wk.. dunno y.. haha.. was almost late for 3 days.. haha.. took a cab today to work cuz slept till 710.. jump off frm bed and quickly prepare.. ex lor.. 14 bucks lor.. hmm.. after work, went bugis met up wif mei, ivy, et and one of their co, june.. went to sign e free 1 wk trial of California fitness.. wanna do some exercise to tone up.. can destress too.. well, try out e 1 wk first b4 deciding to sign it a nt.. as i haf nv exercise for long so watever things nd fot exercise, all i dun haf.. end up, went to bought one exercise pant n sports bra at nike.. damage cost is 128 bucks.. refund 40 bucks frm ivy as she said she sponsor me half on e pant.. thks sweetie.. mei bought too.. same sports bra n pant.. ivy got e sports bra too.. so mon, will be like seein 3 ppl wif e same sports bra n top, me n mei will be having e same outfit except for e footwear.. haha.. definitely very funny lor.. lolz.. din manage to get any sports/training shoe cuz im afraid after dat 1 wk, i might nt like it den it will be like wasting $$.. cuz i wont be wearing it dat often mah.. mean while will be thinkin wat to wear lor.. headache.. haiz.. after dat went to ettusais counter buy make up remover.. previously use kose cleansing cream.. wanna try out dat so.. juz nice my remover finished.. bought a light pink lipstick too cuz dey require me to.. so nt to let dem say den get one wif natural colour dan in red.. hate it lor.. haiz.. damage again.. dun reali dare to spend nw lor.. will reali think twice nw.. mayb bcuz grew up or....... lolz.. juz made baby spend 200++ on G2000.. workin life made me spend more.. haha.. gotta control liao.. lolz..

juz nw wen i met up wif dem, wow.. both mei n ivy hand all swollen, bruises.. faint.. dey went to sentosa for their company event.. played volley.. horrible lor.. hope dey recovered soon.. haiz.. dunno hw dey play also lor.. faint..

hmm.. its mid may aledi.. so fast.. baby getting 1 yr older soon as well as me.. aiyo, can my age stop here??? haha.. thinking wat to get for him.. its been long time since i get something frm him.. headache.. last time used to get him watch bt nw dun nd liao.. cuz he's wearing a gd watch so no pt.. wallet he juz get nt long ago.. aiyo, headache lar.. still gt time for me to think.. =) as i juz started work and im still under probation so probably nt taking any leave on his n mine bday.. is it a bad thing?? haha.. did ask him, initally he told me to take bt wen i double cfm wif him, he told me no nd.. can celebrate after work.. so.. i nv take lor..

hmm.. tml sat.. any programme?? hope we wont fight again.. =)

Lazy to blog nwadays.. So tired.. Always felt nt enough slp ever since i start work.. No matter hw early i slp, still dun find it enough.. Haha.. Tis wk gotta start escorting guests to their respectic rooms.. Bt somehw its reali nt my wk.. Injured my both feets with blisters.. All thks to my charles n keith heels.. Shit.. Nw gotta wear slippers to work.. It all happen ytd wen im late for work.. Walk too fast dats y caused all those unesscesary blisters.. Faint.. See those red marks.. Dats my blisters.. Nt only on e big toe.. Small toes also haf.. Lolz..


Gg to rain heavily soon.. Sure will haf a gd slp.. Hehe..


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I dunno wat he's tikin?! He wans me to let his kids go bk our hse.. Initially i said nope cuz its in a totally mess.. Been workin n nobody is helpin me in e hse work.. I dun wanna dem haf an bad impression of me.. He juz dun understand wat im thinkin.. He aso told me he wanna bring dem bk on wkend.. Bt.. Nt i dun wanna.. E problem is who's gg look after dem on wkend?! U knw wat he said to me.. Nvm, wont trouble me.. He will tik of a way.. I dun mind lettin go of dat rm for dem.. B4 dat he nds to go settle wif another problem first.. I reali dunno wat he wanna.. As well as myself.. Been thinkin, can i reali stay wif his kids?! Can i reali be a gd auntie?! Am i well prepared?! All these, i dun haf an ans.. Call him juz nw.. Ask him to bring dem bk since he wanna.. Nw come tell me nvm, dun come n irritate me.. Say i kerp hornin him.. Come'on.. Im giving in nw.. U kept sayin today is nt day.. Its aso nt my day okay!! Since i start work, wen we gt time for urself?! I slp, u work.. I wake up, see u awhile, im off to work.. Im finished work, see u e most 2 hrs.. U off to work.. We only haf wkend for each other.. Bt y use dat time to fight?! I tried givin in bt u said i horn u.. Nvm.. Compromise wrong, nv compromise aso wrong.. I dunno hw to do.. Since things bcome like, y nt juz end everything.. Once n for all.. U will nv hear me horn u again.. Ur kids bcome like dat, partly u gt to blame urself.. I told u b4.. U cant always give in to dem.. I knw u will say u owe dem.. Bcuz of me, u neglected dem, tis is wat u told me.. Nvm, nw u haf tons of time for dem.. I wun give u burden anymore n u also wont be in difficult position anymore.. Do watever u wanna.. Thou our 3yrs plus is nt an easy path wif lotz of obstacles ard bt still wanna thks for all e happy memories u gave me.. Everything will goes well for both of us frm today onwards..


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its another endin wk.. 2 wks in e company le.. so far everything goes smooth for me.. e only feedback i got is dat i gotta put on blusher n lipstick.. actuali i did put blusher bt mayb my blusher is more to orange so nt dat obvious.. for lipstick, i'll faint.. told my in charge dat i dislike e feelin on my lips so i told her i'll try my best.. dun expect red frm me.. mayb pinkish.. mayb lip gloss.. e most i can go is lip gloss.. lipstick, no way.. hAha.. hmm.. well shd i tok abt my partner?? nvm.. dunno hw to say.. lolz..

today after work, baby ask me to walk over to suntec n wait for him.. so i slowly n took my time to walk over.. stop at BEBE.. saw some nice skirts n tops.. damn ex sia.. =) so slowly proceed my way to suntec.. stop over at my fav GG>5.. one top n one skirt i aim.. haha.. after dat to G2000.. lolz.. juz step into e shop den baby called liao.. so went to meet him first.. he went there for photo-takin.. he's gg into part time property agent.. haiz.. dunno hw many jobs he wanna work.. crazy him.. slp aledi nt enough.. dunno wats he's tikin.. after dat, told him i wanna go G2000 see clothes so he accompany.. he saw a dress he found nt bad, ask me to try so i went to try.. looks gd bt very costy.. $99 wor.. lolz.. anyway reserved 2 skirts, dat dress n a blouse.. cuz forgotten to bring e ntuc card as dey gt 15% off for member.. so will go bk on mon to pay.. appreciated so much for e staff there to help me reserved till mon.. cuz dey only allow to help reserved for 1 day.. =) hmm.. after dat went over to e foodcourt for dinner.. actuali i wanna eat xiao long bao de.. bt baby gt no time cuz its fri today.. so chop chop find a plc n eat lor.. hmm.. after dat hm sweet hm..

tml gg for my facial at 11am.. 2 wks din went liao.. pimples one by one comin out.. sian.. sick of it.. haiz.. sunday eating out wif my family cuz its mother's day.. bringin her to lotus vegetarian restuarant at quality hotel.. will update again.. hehe..

its monday.. my new partner is reporting to work.. hmm.. i dunno hw to describle her.. frm wat i heard frm my teacher, she nv date b4.. OMG.. n she's 49 tis yr.. Oops.. frm her observation today, i can foreseen alotz of tiks.. i'll will pretty bz.. lolz.. even my teacher said dat.. she even told me to tell her if im unhappy wif my partner.. i hope im nt.. haha.. hopefully she can learn well afterall its her first day.. give ppl chance to learn mah.. =) a lotz of jokes today wen she's ard.. pronunciations as well as greetings wof wrong company name.. OMG.. luckily is my teacher who called..

tis mornin baby send me to work.. happy.. went to had b'fast at qi ji.. actuali today after work, suppose to meet ivy, et, mei n elvin de for dinner as well as sign for e fitness package.. bt wen i told baby abt it, baby said i crazy cuz he said i work aledi so tired liao wer gt energy to go fitness.. hmm.. so nv ask him abt e $$ lor.. so end up met dem for dinner lor.. as dey was on e way so decided to pick me up at my work plc bt wen i off work, called baby and he told me he's nt feelin well.. he felt pain near his gastric.. end up, i told dem paiseh dat i cant meet dem liao cuz lionel suffering frm pain.. reali feelin so paiseh lor.. made ppl wait for abt 15 mins den tell dem i cant go wif dem.. haiz.. rush hm to take a look on him.. took bus instead of walkin bk to hm.. abit warm wen i touch his forehead.. boil hot water n made a cup of milo for him.. tot he's nt gg to work.. despite his pain, he still go for work lor.. DBT.. Haiz..

till nw haven take my dinner lor.. gg cook maggie mee liao.. so hungry.. shall update again.. byez.....

haiz.. i reali dunno wat i shd do.. it juz seems to be out of my control.. i tot both of us workin, it will help us on our r/s bt e truth is, it doenst.. all tis is juz my wishful thinkin.. i dunno wat he wanna frm me.. i juz felt dat i dun understand him anymore at all.. juz cant do anything to make him happy or satisfied.. haiz.. im reali reali very tired in all these arugements.. 4 yrs.. nv ever stop b4.. hw many 4 yrs can i still continue?? been askin myself these.. haiz.. i reali dunno wat he himself wanna frm me.. hmm.. i reali dun understannd.. reali reali reali.. couples in r/s tends to be so lovely dovely bt y mine is always arugin arugin arguin.. wierd rt.. i dun reali wish much for my r/s.. i juz wanna find someone who can reali understand me, supportive for me, corcern for me and nt suspecting me here n there.. if u find me difficult to compromise or difficult to live with, den juz say "BYE".. dun waste anymore time.. im tired in listening to all those u told me.. i dun wanna explain much cuz u will nt believe.. hmm, haiz.. dun wanna tok anymore.. *tired*