haiz.. i reali dunno wat i shd do.. it juz seems to be out of my control.. i tot both of us workin, it will help us on our r/s bt e truth is, it doenst.. all tis is juz my wishful thinkin.. i dunno wat he wanna frm me.. i juz felt dat i dun understand him anymore at all.. juz cant do anything to make him happy or satisfied.. haiz.. im reali reali very tired in all these arugements.. 4 yrs.. nv ever stop b4.. hw many 4 yrs can i still continue?? been askin myself these.. haiz.. i reali dunno wat he himself wanna frm me.. hmm.. i reali dun understannd.. reali reali reali.. couples in r/s tends to be so lovely dovely bt y mine is always arugin arugin arguin.. wierd rt.. i dun reali wish much for my r/s.. i juz wanna find someone who can reali understand me, supportive for me, corcern for me and nt suspecting me here n there.. if u find me difficult to compromise or difficult to live with, den juz say "BYE".. dun waste anymore time.. im tired in listening to all those u told me.. i dun wanna explain much cuz u will nt believe.. hmm, haiz.. dun wanna tok anymore.. *tired*