A "suay" 28/08/10

argh.. 280810 is reali nt my day.. something bad happened to me.. nv did i expect tis thg will happened on me.. reali is a "suay" day.. everytime on e road, will kpo wen see massive cars accident bt nv did i expected i will be involved one day.. ytd, involved in car accident.. 6 cars in total and im e 3rd car.. haiz.. i managed to stop without kissing e car backside.. wif juz a very small gap.. bt hw i know, e cab behind me dash n bump into me, making me bump into e front's car.. nt once bt 3 times.. and e impact is strong cuz e cab was drviving damn fuckin fast.. makin e car boot terribly injured.. and me inside e car was like, wat e fuck.. hitting my head against e head rest 3 4 times making me giddy n images blur.. was too shocked to react anythg liao.. wen i got off e car, ppl came askin me am i alrite.. at dat moment i felt so weak.. quickly called baby as he's workin.. told him im involved car accident..

conversation btw him n me..

me : baby, i accident..

baby : wer?

me : near eunos flyover..

baby : u bump ppl or ppl bump u..

me : massive cars.. ppl bump me den i bump ppl..

baby : hw many cars?

me : 6 cars..

baby : u no wat?

me : im no 3..

baby : who behind me?

me : taxi..

baby : okay okay, i come nw..

as im first time, dunno wat to do bt luckily there's actuali ppl doin claims there helpin me cuz i still haven recovered frm my shock.. he kept askin me am i okay.. i kept sayin im okay.. after dat since no injuries so the claim guy drive e car tgt wif me to e next exit wait for baby to come.. by den i gt a feelin dat i wanna vomit.. finially baby came.. he asked me hw am i and i told him im feelin giddy n head pain.. showed him my injured finger aso.. after dat, he went to see his car.. settled wif e guy.. i wanna tell him called my frn bt i dun dare walk over.. lastly still let my frn do his claim.. after settling his car, he brought me to CGH for check-up.. went x-ray for my finger cuz its damn fuckin pain and as well as my neck.. doc said i look pretty okay.. bt still nd to observe.. nt very serious so no nd to stay.. so nw im having my index finger bandage and neck wearing neck pillow.. my godness.. lucily its only minor injuries.. reali thks buddha for saving my life..

after e incident, dunno will i wanna drive again.. haiz..

hmm.. y everytime wen special day came, my mood will chg?? y?? its 28th aug now.. if he's still ard, its his bday.. n it might be our 7yrs celebrating tgt.. n yet e most unhappy part is baby reminded me.. y only on some certain days den my mood will chged? and it actuali auto chg itself?? strange.. hmm.. is like so many yrs liao y still like dat.. mayb..... bt watever it is, its all in e past and will always be part of my memories..

finally, everything settled.. decided to leave after so many hoha for so many days.. think of it so pissed.. dun wanna tok abt it liao.. Counting dw for my last day soon.. Hurray!! will be reportin to my new job on e 28th sept.. hopefully everything goes well.. lolz..

Confuse mind..

To stay or to leave?! Havin all tis tots frm e day i tender till now.. Some Frn adv to go.. Some adv to stay.. I knw decision still wif me.. Haiz...


wEnz using iPhone

hmm.. dunno y my internet is so so so so so slow.. hate it hate it hate it..

last fri, catch up wif precious n ivy for dinner.. early bday celebration for ms ivy.. haha.. went to "a pinch of salt" for dinner.. e cafe wer e show 想我你的手 whereby e 二妹 and 小妹 opened.. e decorations there is sweet.. foods is nice too.. i fall in love wif their bacon wrapped banana.. its super duper nice.. reali.. haha.. its located at tanjong katong near the cofy shop which previously is a sch.. captured some pics using my iphone cuz none of us bring camera along.. haha..

us and e foods we ordered.. finished all.. lolz..

e design frm e table.. read carefully wat is written on e table.. haha.. so funny..

enjoyed dinner there cuz staff were friendly.. will patron there again soon wif sweetie.. she wanna go.. haha.. after dinner, went to parkway as its near there.. window shopping.. saw a nice n beautiful as well as my style of couple ring at a shop called stage.. located at parkway level 3.. wanna go in check hw much bt a pity e shop is closed.. hmm.. mayb nt fated lor.. haha..

sat, had dinner wif my mum cuz its her bday.. went to "the oasis" for twn porridge.. after dat send dem hm den went to fetch baby.. nth special on sat.. haha..

as for sun, went for my facial at 1pm.. baby send me there.. he went for car wash followed by fetchin his kids.. went to pasir ris farm to check out dogs den orchard sushi tei for early dinner followed by bookstore for his daughter den to united square for his daughter's sch shoes den sent dem bk to balestier.. after dat, went hm.. as early as b4 7pm.. its like a sun routine.. nv do we haf time for our own.. haiz.. had a big fight wif him as well on dat day after we reach hm.. long story n its nth worth me to write out.. so dun bother to knw.. lolz..

after dat, its working wk again.. haha.. yah, forget to blog.. tender my resignation last fri.. gg over to a new job on 28th sept.. will nt blog on my new job yet so stayed tuned.. haha..

2day after work, met up wif sweetie joyce.. went for our appt at eunos.. ate our dinner at eunos cofy shop bt wifout rice.. lolz.. after e appt, went hm.. nw feelin hungry liao.. shity shit lor.. anyway, shall stop here.. will blog again.. byez...............

An enjoyable Sat bt a boring Sun.....

Its gg be Monday tml.. Time reali flies fast during wkend.. Shit man.. Haha.. Ytd had a tiring day.. Washin n washin n washin e whole evening.. Haha.. Besties came over my plc for steamboat.. Dats y lotz of washin to do.. HAha.. Fun n enjoyable althou its tiring.. Moved so many times, tis is e 1st time doin a small mini hse gathering.. Hehe.. Besties said its nice n so-like our style.. lolz.. Some played wii while me n precious preparing for e foods.. Some played wif bestie's daughters.. After dinner, slack awhile.. Watched movie.. Requested baby to haf a karaoke set for e hse.. So dat we can haf a karaoke session.. Haha.. Shiok shiok lor like dat.. Mayb in time to comin, getting a MJ table too.. Those who wanna play mj, can play.. those who wanna sing song can sing.. Haha.. Hope to haf more tis kinda of gathering.. Lolz..

Today went bishan.. Baby went to best denki to gt his 55" tv.. Intended for the living room.. Existing tv will be in e master bedroom.. Sometimes reali dun understand y he nds such a big tv?? He's partial blind i tik.. Haha.. AFter bishan, send precious hm den went to fetch his kids to tpy popular.. After dat went hm sweet hm.. Boring day.. Hmm..

Tml gonna work at 0930 to 1830.. Cuz my partner on leave den coverage wanna come early shift cuz she fasting.. So okay lor since i gt nth to do.. Can slp 1 more hr.. Haha.. Maynb gg for my nail appt tml.. Shall see hw bah.. Mmm.. Hungry nw.. Gg see wat to cook n eat den to slp liao.. Haha..

** I WANNA GROW FAT PLS!! Alittle will do.. Haha **

An unhappy me !!!!

went to read my precious blog while waiting for baby to be back.. meanwhile did some editing to my own blogger..

lotz of 感触 after reading one of her post on 6th august.. felt so sad for her.. y thgs will turn out like dat for her.. y cant she deserve one more chance?? y he so heartless?? 3 yrs plus to him is nth meh?? y he wanna made her suffer?? y he wanna rtn all e photos to her n made her sad , hurt?? y she dun tell me hw she feel?? y?? so many many questions in my mind.. i knw she's acting brave infront of us.. bt y muz act?? i knw its difficult for her to let go afterall its 3 yrs.. to say it long, its nt long bt its nt short as well.. i reali feelin very heart pain after readin it.. as her sis, i din do anythg to help her.. im like so useless.. hate myself lor.. i tot since she can joke n play ard wif us, i assume she okay n can take e fact.. bt.. im wrong.. she cant.. reali felt myself a failure.. neglect her feelings at all.. hmm..


Precious,

dun nd to act infront of us.. if u are reali unhappy sad or watever, u can always come to me or stay wif us.. i reali reali very sad reading ur post.. watever had happened, juz let it go.. treat it as u are having a very bad dream tis few yrs.. its time u woke up frm tis dream.. i knw its nt easy forgetting a person.. i haf been thru and i can understand.. all it nd is TIME.. dun blame urself, stupid or watever.. there's no rt or wrong in r/s.. if he truely loves u, no matter hw many chances he gave, he wont gv u up de.. he aledi changed.. he no longer e same anymore.. ppl changes so is r/s.. since all tis had happened, u had to accept.. bt always remb, u are nt alone.. u haf me, lionel, ai, et, linda etc..... we will always be here for u wen u needed.. i knw i din gv u much time.. bt i promise u, i'll gv u more of my time.. i hope in future be it happy or sad, i hope u can share it wif me.. i dun wanna u to face all these urself as in unhappy stuffs.. i nw smtimes mayb my tone nt gd, bt i say u is bcuz i cared.. dun act anymore.. be urself.. we will gv u time as well as help u to gt out frm it.. bt still u nd to play ur part by letting it go and be strong.. if u are nt strong, its impossible for u to move on wif ur life.. dun let me worried abt u.. pls be strong n move on.. frankly, i cried while i read ur post as well as writing tis.. i reali dun wanna see u so sad, hurt anymore.. its enough for u.. all these shd stop.. for ur own sake own future, be strong, let go n move on..

New layout and some updates frm my new plc

Phew, finally manage to chg my layout.. Abit boring on e old one liao.. Haha.. So free rt me.. Lolz.. Wanna chg long time ago bt juz dunno hw.. Tis time juz anyhw do here n there, check frm here n there.. And FINALLY.. Haha..

Having super long wkends.. 3 days straight.. All thks to national day.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! May u continues to grow.. HUAT ah!! Haha..

Previous ever mentioned dat im shifting.. From tpy to tmp.. So in love with our new plc.. e concept is wat i have been yearning for if i haf my own plc.. Been staying here comin 1 wk.. So far so gd.. Take abt less dan 45 mins to work.. Frm my plc to simei stn, took me abt 5-10 mins depending wat shoes i wear.. Lolz.. Train took 22 mins frm simei to city hall.. Walk frm city hall to my office abt 5-10mins aso.. Haha.. Since last tues, been gg to work myself.. Baby nt fetching me anymore.. Cuz of e journey.. Understand aso lor.. Lolz.. So understanding, u see.. *puke* Haha.. Did took some pics on e new home to share wif u guys..

e entrance frm e main door..



built-in shoe cabinet wif my small pigs over e display areas.. *ignore e shoes there pls* haha



e stairs leading to rms..



e living area wif closed glass door..



e dinning area..



e way to kitchen wif a maid rm inside..



e living area..



Tis is y it needed a glass door... to prevent aircon frm running out.. Lolz..



Used to be a balcony.. Build a little platform for cozy area.. Intending to get 2 beans bag leave it there to relax n watch some STARS.. Haha..



Tis is e STARS im refering to.. It will chg colour frm time to time.. Nice??



e upper floor..



Master bedroom.. 3rd pic is e door to walk in wardrobe as well as toilet bt nw stil nd some renovation so dun bother to take inside.. haha..



e study n guest rm..



Study rm..



Guest rm.. Pardon e messy-ness in tis rm.. No time to fold lar.. haha.. Meantime using tis build in wardrobe..



Okay, dats all for my pics on e new plc.. Haha.. Still gt stuffs nt yet unpacked lor.. Especially my clothes.. Mostly still inside e toyogo boxes.. No space rt nw.. Hopefully my walk in wardrobe can settled asap.. Haha..

Okay, shall stop here.. Backache liao.. Haha..

Its 235am now and im still bloggin here.. Lolz.. Gotta work tml sia.. Sianz.. Well so tis post gonna be a chop chop one.. A short n detail post on my hongkong trip..

Fly to hk on e 22nd july morning.. Baby fetch me to e airport.. Meeting e gals at e airport 530am.. Went to haf our b'fast b4 we board e phane.. Our flight was re-timed to 740am instead of 640am.. dat din reali bothered us.. haha.. tis trip, there's 6 of us.. Sweetie joyce, joelle n her frnz..

photos we took on e plane while on e way to hk..

reached hk ard 12plus.. sweetie joyce n i gt airport trf to e hotel.. as for e rest, dey took public transport as dey are stayin at hostel at mongkok.. we check in etc all these, its aledi 2 plus in e noon.. walk over to meet the rest at their hostel.. nt reali far.. its like a head to a toe.. less dan 10 mins distance.. and i could said its like a heaven n a hell (hotel n hostel).. oops..

after everything, we went to haf our lunch nearby followed by shoppin.. Din reali bought anything much tis trip.. More on accessories bah i could said.. haha.. more rings to e collection.. no photos on e stuffs i bought.. cuz i forgotten to take.. haha..

2nd day, we went over to 大佛.. had our b'fast dim sum at our hotel chinese rest b4 we depart over there.. took train from 太子 stn to 荔景 stn and chg frm there towards 東涌 stn.. as 大佛 is located at 大屿山 so therefore we nd to take a cable car there..

pics taken at e train towards 荔景

Cable car tix..

shots at e cable car..

e cable car for various countries..

e stairs to e 大佛..

Finally up..

its reali very tired after e long stairs.. upon reaching there, pray sincerely to it.. hope everything i wished for will come true.. *pray hard*

whole trip nothing special.. shoppin, eating and shoppin again.. its suppose to be like dat.. lolz.. some pics to share below.. enjoys ya..

tibits we bough while me n sweetie on our way bk..



my fav 許留山..



at 星光大道..

wif e minnie mouse..



at e hotel lobby on e last day waiting for e trf to e airport.. finally we are coming bk.. hahahaha..

well, lastly ending my photo wif tis nonsense pic requested to take frm MS JOYCE TEO.. wahahahahaha.......

YEAH!! Finally unpacked everything n settled down.. Bloggin at my new hm now.. Told baby im nt gg to shift hse anymore after tis cuz its damn fuckin TIRED.. Haha.. We had e intention of buying it dw 2 yrs ltr.. Hope everythings goes wif wat we wanna.. Lolz.. Im nt gg to blog very detail nw cuz its damn late n im damn tired cum slpy.. will blog again wen i haf time on my hk trip as well on my new hm.. bye and nitez nitez..