An unhappy me !!!!

went to read my precious blog while waiting for baby to be back.. meanwhile did some editing to my own blogger..

lotz of 感触 after reading one of her post on 6th august.. felt so sad for her.. y thgs will turn out like dat for her.. y cant she deserve one more chance?? y he so heartless?? 3 yrs plus to him is nth meh?? y he wanna made her suffer?? y he wanna rtn all e photos to her n made her sad , hurt?? y she dun tell me hw she feel?? y?? so many many questions in my mind.. i knw she's acting brave infront of us.. bt y muz act?? i knw its difficult for her to let go afterall its 3 yrs.. to say it long, its nt long bt its nt short as well.. i reali feelin very heart pain after readin it.. as her sis, i din do anythg to help her.. im like so useless.. hate myself lor.. i tot since she can joke n play ard wif us, i assume she okay n can take e fact.. bt.. im wrong.. she cant.. reali felt myself a failure.. neglect her feelings at all.. hmm..


Precious,

dun nd to act infront of us.. if u are reali unhappy sad or watever, u can always come to me or stay wif us.. i reali reali very sad reading ur post.. watever had happened, juz let it go.. treat it as u are having a very bad dream tis few yrs.. its time u woke up frm tis dream.. i knw its nt easy forgetting a person.. i haf been thru and i can understand.. all it nd is TIME.. dun blame urself, stupid or watever.. there's no rt or wrong in r/s.. if he truely loves u, no matter hw many chances he gave, he wont gv u up de.. he aledi changed.. he no longer e same anymore.. ppl changes so is r/s.. since all tis had happened, u had to accept.. bt always remb, u are nt alone.. u haf me, lionel, ai, et, linda etc..... we will always be here for u wen u needed.. i knw i din gv u much time.. bt i promise u, i'll gv u more of my time.. i hope in future be it happy or sad, i hope u can share it wif me.. i dun wanna u to face all these urself as in unhappy stuffs.. i nw smtimes mayb my tone nt gd, bt i say u is bcuz i cared.. dun act anymore.. be urself.. we will gv u time as well as help u to gt out frm it.. bt still u nd to play ur part by letting it go and be strong.. if u are nt strong, its impossible for u to move on wif ur life.. dun let me worried abt u.. pls be strong n move on.. frankly, i cried while i read ur post as well as writing tis.. i reali dun wanna see u so sad, hurt anymore.. its enough for u.. all these shd stop.. for ur own sake own future, be strong, let go n move on..