Argh!! So shag n tired.. Din haf any off day since e last wed.. Very very tired nw.. Wanna off.. Argh!! Some more nw off abit difficult cuz short of manpower.. Sianz.. Juz hopin tis comin tue I can rest if nt I'm gg faint cuz if nt Reali can only rest during Cny liao.. Cny who on earth will rest .. Hmm.. Nw my next sat off aso ganna recall bk to work.. Fucking Sianz lor.. Hmm..


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Im off bt no program for me.. Hmm.. Wen to do my laundry.. Wash all e new clothes I bought during my previous off day.. :)

Ytd went for movies wif besties after my work at tiong bahru.. Watched "Hereafter".. A classic drama I can say bah.. After show, went bk hm.. So tired bt still gotta fetch my boss frm work..

Another 2 wks, CNY is comin.. So fast.. Wen I'm still a kid, I terribly enjoy Tis day cuz gt ang pow to collect.. Bt nw Wen I gradually grew up, I dun reali lk cuz aunties uncles start askin me ' 阿 gal, 你几时要结婚?'.. Omg.. Everytime Wen there's gathering wif my relatives, sure tis question will pop up.. So tis yr 不例外.. Lolz..

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There goes my off day.. Off day goes off too fast.. Dun tik gotta enough rest.. Haiz.. Woke up 12 plus in e noon, slagg at hm till 5 plus.. Went to fetch his kids at bedok den off to bugis.. Ate dinner at NYDC den shop ard for their new yr clothes.. No time for me to acc dem liao.. My off days been taken up for my bestie in her shop.. 2 more wks to CNY.. Dun reali feel e mood at all.. Sianz.. Bought too much clothes recently thru internet or shoppin so probably nt buyin bah.. Probably only.. Afterall buyin clothes is my speciality.. Haha!! Juz bought 2 ex dress from P.O.A recently n 2 levis lady jeans juz nw.. Either wear dress or jeans wif top for new yr bah.. Still thinkin afterall its 2 wks ltr.. Hmm.. Gg shower put mask n slp liao.. Gotta wake up early for work.. Nitez..

Suddenly i felt so miserable.. i dunno wat e hell happened.. Since 430pm he left e hm till nw 130am, no texts or call frm him.. He made me felt he dun even care or think of me.. Juz nw, i asked him to drop me at bugis since he's gg fetch his frn at dorset rd.. He nv tik n juz reject me straight away tellin me he's late.. Since he alr late, another 10mins no much diff.. Wat so difficult.. I reali dunno.. I told my gal, she asked me y he lk dat.. I dunno hw to ans her.. Wat am i to him? I reali wanna knw.. Its only 4 yrs plus n i can felt we no longer e same.. No sparks in our r/s anymore.. Frankly, i felt so sianz in it.. He dun even care hw i tik.. He reali made me felt lously.. We looked so different compared to other couples out there.. No topics, seldom see each other, no shoppin, no equal time.. I reali dunno knw wat is all these.. Wat will happened if we reali married.. I dun lk wat im having nw.. Fuckin dun lk.. He dun even bother to see whether had i reach hm a nt.. He juz dun bother at all.. If thgs gg continue lk dat, i rather let go n stay single.. No pt carryin on lk tis.. Should i juz let go, put dw everythg n leave???????????????????????? I reali nd to tik carefully, afterall its my future..

Time reali flies fast.. 18th yrs of friendship n it's still on goin.. So happy n touched.. At a certain time of pt, I Tot we had drift too far.. Bt cuz of recent activity, we drew closer again.. Hopefully Everythg will goes well for all 7 of us.. Be it family, work or friendship.. Let's all kept up e Gd work n survived another 18th n 18th n 18th yrs of frn ship bonding..


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