Suddenly i felt so miserable.. i dunno wat e hell happened.. Since 430pm he left e hm till nw 130am, no texts or call frm him.. He made me felt he dun even care or think of me.. Juz nw, i asked him to drop me at bugis since he's gg fetch his frn at dorset rd.. He nv tik n juz reject me straight away tellin me he's late.. Since he alr late, another 10mins no much diff.. Wat so difficult.. I reali dunno.. I told my gal, she asked me y he lk dat.. I dunno hw to ans her.. Wat am i to him? I reali wanna knw.. Its only 4 yrs plus n i can felt we no longer e same.. No sparks in our r/s anymore.. Frankly, i felt so sianz in it.. He dun even care hw i tik.. He reali made me felt lously.. We looked so different compared to other couples out there.. No topics, seldom see each other, no shoppin, no equal time.. I reali dunno knw wat is all these.. Wat will happened if we reali married.. I dun lk wat im having nw.. Fuckin dun lk.. He dun even bother to see whether had i reach hm a nt.. He juz dun bother at all.. If thgs gg continue lk dat, i rather let go n stay single.. No pt carryin on lk tis.. Should i juz let go, put dw everythg n leave???????????????????????? I reali nd to tik carefully, afterall its my future..