Gg bkk tml noon.. Bt smhw din reali feel very happy or excited over it.. Haiz.. Very sianz.. Sick of wat im gg thru nw.. Hmm.. Nobody can teach me or advise me hw i shd walk dw on my comin path.. Reali very sianz.. Too much thg for me to feel disappointed le.. Reali feel lk putting everythg dw n leave for gd.. Hmm..

Tis comin sun is ah heng 6th yr death anniversary.. Im nt in town so probably came bk den go pray him.. So fast, times flies.. 6 yrs alr.. Every chingay, will definitely remind me of him.. e day he passed away was actuali chingay.. He was suppose to go for his chingay performance.. Haiz.. So young n yet juz went wifout a single word.. hopefully he had re-born.. re-born to a beta person.. dun be lk e past anymore.. haiz.. smtimes think bk, dat was e worst days i ever had.. if i can endure all tis, y nt nw.. juz find it hard to accept wat had happened to me recent yrs.. its juz so unacceptable.. hmm..