Gerald is out.. Arriving on 22nd July 12..

bt tdy im here nt writing abt my darling, Gerald.. bt on myself.. been having lotz of weird dreams since im preggy.. all abt him.. idk y i kept having dat kinda of dreams.. n worst is it mades everythg so true.. if its reali true, i cant do anythg too.. juz take it lor.. i dont wanna cry over these kinda of thgs which he felt nth at all.. if a person wanna chg, there's nth i can do to stop.. i can only say, gd luck lor.. he can treat me lk dat, he can treat others lk dat too.. haiz..

i reali felt we are beeing drift too apart.. no more having e same feelings liao.. no more telepathy btw us.. no more topic to tok.. nw we only tok abt our darling.. n he only cares for him too.. totally negect me as if im alr nth to him.. i felt dat too.. mayb thgs reali had chged..