Wow.. Pending a long post for completion.. Photos not edited yet so cant post.. Anyway, i shifted again.. Tis time frm East to town area and frm an unit to a rm.. Travelling time to work by private transport at least 30mins.. Public transport i dont knw cuz yet to take.. Haha.. Shd be plus minus ard an hour.. Hmm.. Moving here is much more convenient for baby as its juz a short distance to his work plc.. Or shd i said its juz below wer we are staying nw.. But luckily i gt driving license if nt die.. At least if he's too tired to send me, i can juz jolly well drive to work myself wifout waking n waking n waking him.. Its very tiring to keep waking a person up.. Haha..

Well, will buck up n get e pics edited n post up.. Post again soon.. Real SOON!!!!!!!

Wow.. Its been a very long time since i last blogged.. Lotz of post nt up yet n nw photobucket is down again.. Shit.. Reali dunno wats wrong wif photobucket.. Lotz of thgs happened during tis period of time wen i din blog.. So will be back wif lotz of stuffs n lotz of post.. Stay tunes yah..

Its reali long since i last blog.. Reason i haf nt been bloggin is IM TOO BUSY!! Hehe.. Busy wif dunno wat.. Haha.. Lotz of old posts to updates.. Let me sort out e pics first n will be back here soon.. Hehe.. Interested parties, do stay tuned.. LOLZ..

Sick of my layout.. Chg to smthg different nw.. Pretty nice bt smhow i csnt shift e header to e center.. Hmm.. Baby ask me to post new post bt end up i din.. Haha.. Anyway will try to update new post soon.. Cuz am gg to bed liao.. Very damn slpy.. Nitez, peers..

Hmm.. Its been a long time since i last blog.. Photobucket is dw dats y i din blog.. Dozen of pics to load.. Bt finally its working nw.. All pics lump into one to avoid reading 1 whole long post.. Hehe.. Shall update as much as i can today.. Lolz..

Took leave n rest one whole day at hm today.. Slp, awake, slp, awake, all e way till 4 plus late noon.. Its been so long i din slp till so late.. So shiok.. Haha.. Bt stomach dun seems to be feeling gd.. Since ytd, been visiting e toilet after my meals.. Even after my cup of cofy today.. Hmm.. Went to pick up his car at paya lebar juz nw.. Left his car at e workshop for his audio.. Fyi, baby has chg his car.. frm baby black to baby white.. Pics of his car will be up ltr.. Hehe.. Well shall start to update nw..

10th June 11

Tis day is my off day.. Precious took off aso juz to celebrate my bday wif me.. Cuz she wont be ard on my actual day.. She's gg kl wif her bf n frnz.. So we agreed to go out on tis day.. Went bk to ubi to meet her n my mum.. My mum followed us as well since she gt nth to do.. We went to vivo after several consideration.. Intend to take a bus there bt weather too hot plus e bus aircon seems nt working, therefore, alight at bendemeer n took e circle line there.. So long nv shop wif my mum.. Hehe.. Bought 1 skirt frm Valerie, 1 skirt frm Pull & Bear, 2 tops frm Bebe for myself.. 1 pair earring for my mum at Chomel.. Waited for precious bf, Mr & Mrs Tay for dinner.. Went Asian Kitchen for dinner.. After dat went to Haagen Daz for ice-cream..

Pressie frm Mr & Mrs Tay..

16th June 2011

Its baby bday on 16th.. Went out early bt forgotten wer we go.. Oops.. Haha.. Oh, remb.. Went fot one of my appt at 230.. Do some delivery wif baby den went hm parked our car.. After dat to Marina Square for my hair appt at 4 by cab.. Went to trim my hair as well darken e colour of my hair.. After dat wait for bestie, Mandy, husband come fetch us to Cafe Del-Ma.. Besties celebrating my bday for me there.. Had an enjoyable nitez wif baby n besties dat nitez.. N thks for e pressies..

Went to orchard awhile after there as baby's colleague ask him to.. Dey bought a cake for him..

17th June 2011

Woke up, prepare n off we go.. Headed to Starhub at ubi.. Bought him his bday gift, iPad 2.. See his disappointed expression .. Haha.. He wanna use bt cant cuz it nds to connect to itunes first.. Force himself to smile.. Haha..

N e pressies he gave me.. ♥♥♥

22nd June 2011

Tis day mark e first day of baby white.. Had my last ride to work wif baby black civic.. 5 yrs alr n nv imagine baby black will sold off.. Hmm.. I miss my baby black.. Bt starting to love baby white.. Wahahahahaha..

Hmm.. Nw only left wif e USS post.. Went USS last wkend.. Tired bt enjoyable day.. Will blog on it again these few days.. Gg run toilet again.. Shall stop here.. Bye..

Hmm.. Few more days to 1 yr older.. Nt reali excited abt it.. Mayb of e thgs dat happened during tis few wks or days bah.. N aso im sick.. Haiz.. Mood nt yet recover since e last fight.. Too tired to think of anythg..Reali wanna gv up everythg n start afresh.. Nt reali gg to celebrate cuz reali nt in a mood.. Juz an outing wif my gals for dinner n drinks.. Other dan dat, nth else.. Actual day gg be alone as well.. Hmm.. Wat a bday i had tis yr.. Hmm..

Last sat, was my cousin wedd at Oriential.. E venue was okay bt lunch set nt dat fantastic..Fetch my mum early in e mornin to yishun, my cousin hse.. Probably nt enough slp so im fallin sick dat day.. Hate e feeling of being sick.. Sianz.. Argh!!! Wanna blog bt suddenly mind in a blank.. Shitty shit.. Nvm den.. Am gg bed.. Shall blog again..

tears keep dropping dw.. wat does it mean?? am i e cause of everythg?? im reali very tired liao.. i wanna so much to gv up nw.. gv up tis 5 yrs r/s.. i felt its nth.. reali nth.. wen ppl chg, everythg chg..

We had a fight again.. Tis time round, I felt hurt.. Wanna So much to cry out.. Couldn't get any slp last Nitez.. Flip here n there.. Been Thinkin of us.. Hw many happy n unhappy thgs during tis 5 yrs.. Outcome, unhappy more Dan happy.. Will we be happy Wen we get married?! Will there be happiness?! I'm reali wondering.. Hmm.. All thgs seems to be changing.. Y?! He no longer care as much as he do in e past.. He only tik of himself nw.. He dun bother abt ppl feelins anymore.. Has he changed?!

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So fast my off days is gone.. Gg bk to work tml again.. Haiz.. Off days is forever so fast over.. Hmm..

Sat is my bestie's, Mandy, hse warming cum my god-daughter 1 yr old bday party.. Stayed over there till 12 plus den proceed hm.. Rested till sun late noon, went to ubi car mart.. We went to see see look look.. After dat went to geylang eat hebal black chicken soup as i gt craving.. Hehe.. After dat went to far east for shopping.. Baby bought me a bag there.. So sweet of him.. Hehe.. Its so quiet nwadays over at far east.. So few shops left.. Intention is to look for a shop called "Beautiful Us" bt cant find despite i haf e unit no.. So din reali went to find.. Shop awhile, baby proceed to old twn for cofy as he nd to re-charge.. Dats wat he said.. After dat, went to fetch his daughter to taka again as we gg kinokuniya.. Bk to my LaLaLand ard 10plus 11pm.. Lolz..

Mon, woke up ard 2 plus.. Had a small fight wif baby.. Cant remb wat happened.. Haha.. Kept telling him off.. Haha.. Reali cant rmb liao.. Lolz.. Went to tpy for our lunch.. He wanna buy KOI for me bt i doesnt wanna.. Juz dun feel lk drinking.. Haha.. Went to raffLes shopping ctr after dat as i wanna go Kate Spade see e iphone hardcase.. Bought one wif their Spade logo @ $75.. Initally, baby said y dun buy bag instead of iphone case.. Since he say so, so i went to browse ard.. Saw one bt end up baby ask me buy iphone case instead.. Nonsense rt.. Ask ppl go see bag den make me happy happy den end up ask me buy iphone case.. Zzzzz.. Beg him to buy for me bt he said he wanna see my performance.. Zzzz.. As in be his guai guai baby.. Wanna him buy thgs for me n yet i still nd to beg him.. SAD!! Hmm.. End up he said he's buying for me e next day.. Hmm.. Send him to work n off to fetch my bestie, Cindy, to my hse cuz she gt nail appt wif my gal, Casey.. After her nail, its alr 2am.. Yes, 2am.. Wahaha.. Went to fetch baby frm work den proceed to 126 for supper.. LaLaLand ard 3 plus 4am..

Today which is tues, woke up at 820am.. Sending baby to paya lebar for his security course.. Only knew it last nitez wen he checked his mail.. My gd-ness lor.. Course ending tis fri.. Bt another 2 more course he nd to take b4 he can pass for e security officer license.. Hopefully tis time he wont 3 mins temperature yah.. Hehe.. Went hm rest awhile n fetch my gal here for my nail appt.. Everythg ended ard 530.. Fetch baby frm tamp.. Throw temper at him again cuz he said he wanna go bk hm n rest cuz he's havin headache.. Angry bcuz he nv do wat he promise me.. Hehe.. Eventually he still bring me go KS at taka.. Bt din buy cuz waiting for their public sale on 26th.. 2 days ltr.. :) So shall see hw yah..

Actuali i shd control my temper.. Abit abit vent on him.. Infact, he alr done his best to accommodate me liao.. I shd be glad dat in tis 5 yrs, he's been tolerating my nuisance n nv ever say he hate me despite wat i did to him.. No matter hw big my mistake is, he will always forgive me.. Bt for me, i nv.. I'll kept on telling him off till he pissed.. Bt he will still give in to me.. He will always be e one who give in.. Nt me...... I knw he reali love me alotz.. He can let me scold, throw temper, said nasty/hurt words at him e whole day n can still continue to stick wif me..Tis kinda of guy, i dun tik i can find a 2nd one.. Infact, i shd treasure n cherish him.. Dun always throw temper at him.. I muz control myself frm nw onwards..

***** BABY, IM SORRY.. I SHD'NT KEEP THROWING TEMPER AT U.. I'LL CONTROL MYSELF FRM NW ONWARDS OKAY.. WILL ALWAYS BE LOVING U TILL DEATH DO US APART.. I PROMISE!! *****

A holiday all on myself cuz baby went for his driving event.. Ending tis sun.. Haiz.. Cant find any frnz out.. Called n nobody pick up.. So pathetic.. Haha.. Woke up 12 plus.. Watched tv show.. Went dw start engine for his car.. If nt ltr cant start.. Wahaha.. Gd car is lk dat de.. Wahaha.. Mayb gg out wif my bestie ltr on.. Wanna so much to go bugis bt hesitating.. Dunno y.. Juz wanna shop at bugis village.. Ages since i went.. Hmm.. So bored nw.. Dunno wat i wanna do.. Argh!! Shd bathe n juz go out.. Haha.. To wer, dunno.. Lolz..

Been so bz tis few days.. Dats y no updates frm me since I'm bk frm hcm.. Album will be ready by 16th May bt probably will only go bk n get it on late June or July.. Tik so bah.. Still nt yet cfm.. Bt I Alr had a copy of e photos.. Diskette is Alr wif me.. Hehe.. Some has Alr load to my fb.. 8 pics out of 69 pics frm e album.. Total 4 big album.. :)

Today on mc.. Stomach virus or ate wrong food, I dunno.. Eat Liao go toilet after dat.. Hmm.. Sianz.. Doc ask me dun eat first for e time being.. Juz eat medicine, drink water n rest more.. Evening time den can eat food.. Hungry aso cant eat.. Argh!! Test n proven, I can't eat anythg.. :(

Bestie shifting hse today.. Frm queenstown to tamp.. Finally she's on e east side.. As n Wen can see my 2 naughty god daughters.. Lolz..


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I'm blogging using my iPhone at vietnam.. Usin wifi.. Abit difficult n slow.. Hmm.. Went to see my wedding pics today.. Satisfied.. Nw waitin for my album to be ready next mth.. Bt will only collect it Mayb in another 2 mths time.. Nt so soon bah.. Anyway nt in a hurry.. Lolz.. Dey Alr gave me bk e disc on all e pics we chose.. So probably might post some here.. Juz stay tune.. Hehe..

Nth special in Vietnam.. No shoppin for me.. So abit Sianz to me.. Nth to do.. Eat, chill at cofy hse is wat we do everyday here.. More to relax bah.. Will only be bk on e 3rd.. 4 more days to go.. Hmm.. Shd juz make trip shorter if I knw.. Sianz!! Sianz!! Sianz!!

So tired tired tired!! Although I had my 2 off days.. Wahahaha.. Went cycling wif my bestie, her family n baby's family.. A total of 8 pax.. Met up at my plc first as dey wanna come over.. After dat went over to her new plc see see look look.. Still under renovation.. Hopefully able complete by 9th may.. After dat went ecp for lunch b4 heading for cycle.. Intended to lunch at old Twn bt too long q.. Ended up having it at Mr Teh Tarik.. Still nt dat bad.. By e time we gg for cycling, it's Alr 330pm.. Cycle for a hour bk to my hm again.. Went to Seng Kee for dinner.. Bestie family first time there n glad dat dey lk it.. :)

My naughty god daughters..





Sunday went to wedding fair at Crowne Plaza Hotel.. Ballrm abit small, high ceiling no pillar.. Bt Only can put in 28 tables maximum.. We listed out our estimated name list n it's over 280 pax.. Might nt be able to held there.. So probably will find other plcs.. Since it's next yr so still got time.. Slowly find lor.. Headache lor.. Probably try gg goodwood park n take a look.. Lk their solemnization venue.. :) Shall update tis part as n Wen.. :)

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Can I haf more pressie on my bday?? I wanna bags frm Chanel n Prada.. And Earrings frm Chanel.. Wahahaha!! Can I?! Wahaha.. Am asking too much rt.. Oops.. Hehe.. Will it be cheaper if I get it frm Paris or France.. Hmm..

Chanel GST - ard S$3900


Chanel Classic (Big) - ard S$5900


Prada Lambskin Series - ard S$4000



Preferable in black.. Hehe.. If will to ask me choose, reali dunno which one to get.. Hmm..


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Hmm.. So tired n slpy.. After tis gg bed liao.. Gotta wake up early cuz his 2 kids is here staying wif us.. Nd to acc him send his kids to sch.. Haiz.. Dunno wat to say.. It's seems so hard to get along.. Difficult to teach.. Afterall it's nt my kids.. Hmm..


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Today is juz nt my day.. Had a big fight wif him.. Dunno wat went wrong.. Tik of it so vexed.. Dunno Wat shd I do.. It's seem so hard to please both parties.. Mayb cuz both of us are gemini.. Too stubborn.. Dun wanna lost.. Haiz.. Only one word can describe our current r/s.. WORDLESS.. Reali wanna time to cool ourself dw n tik properly.. Dun wanna regret e whole life.. Haiz..

Heard frm him baby jolin is hospitalize.. Dunno wat went wrong.. Hopefully it's nth serious.. Try visit her sun noon if I gt time..

Income tax I still haven file.. Shit.. Somemore forget my singpass.. Gotta go cc for immediate reset tml or sun.. Nd to file b4 17th which is sun.. Fuck lar.. Reali can't drag anymore..


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It's a driving event wk for him again.. Meanin I gotta take care of myself tis few days.. Haha..

Ytd was my off day.. Met up wif precious, WL, Ivy n Et for dinner.. Met precious n Ivy at tanah merah den Et at raffles plc.. After dat went marina square for dinner as precious wanna get cros shoes.. Dinner at hippopotamus restaurant.. A new restaurant I tik.. Food alrite.. Abit ex.. After food, went over suntec e Thai modern restaurant for drinks.. After dat hm sweet hm.. Reach hm ard 12am.. Shower n off to bed..

Tis morning, baby sent me to work.. After dat haven see him till nw.. He said he comin bk soon bt.... Hmm.. Gg bed after my show.. Nitez, everyone..

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It's 230am n I'm still awake n i Gotta work ltr.. OMG!! Hmm.. Hungry for food dats y nt able to slp.. Ate my dinner ard 6 plus n din reali ate much.. Hmm.. Called him n he gv me a pissed tone.. Dunno Wtf he nt happy at.. Crazy mad guy.. Rather eat biscuit Dan eat e food he buy..


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I wanna go Taiwan!!!! So much wanna go.. For shoppin nt meant for my photoshoot.. Wat I wanna for my photoshoot is flowers flowers flowers.. Dats wat our intention mah.. Nw he tell me to go on aug.. Nth special den wats e pt.. Juz dun understand!!!!


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Haf nt been blogging for e past wk.. Bz working.. Haha.. No lar.. Infact is too tired.. Dun seems to haf dat mood to blog.. Haha.. Probably partly im sick as well.. Finally recovered liao.. :)

Below are e edited pics on e HCM trip last 2 wks.. Using apps frm iphone.. If dun consolidated, its gg be tons of pics.. Dats y i edited..

Their famous bread shop..



Noodle frm a Street stall..



Their district market..



A nice cosy chill out cafe..



Their style of Wanton Mee n steamboat..

N next im gg to show e earrings i wanna get frm Chanel.. Either one of it.. Althou both looks e same bt there's difference.. One slighty bigger n e other smaller.. As in size.. Cant reali see clearly frm e pics.. Hehe..

Yeah.. Im bk frm my 1 wk trip at HCM.. Weather was still okay.. Ard sg weather.. Luckily my outdoor photoshot was in a gd weather.. If nt.. Tik e outcome is bad.. Haha.. Some pics are in my camera liao bt wont be posting it up after i got all e pics frm e studio.. Total pics dey took for us is 224 pics.. We choose 206 pics.. E bal 18 pics okay okay only.. Hehe.. e pics is great.. So anxious to see e overall outcome.. N dat will be either end of june or july.. Woohoo.. Counting dw for dat day yah.. Haha..

Went there for 1 wk.. Sick on my indoor shot.. Luckily nt jialiat.. Juz some coughing.. After everythg, more worst.. Fever came last nitez.. Nt yet to e doc.. Waiting for baby to be bk n fetch me to see.. If nt i cant imagine hw am i gg to work tml.. Being recall bk to work.. So much thg happened recently at work.. Haiz.. Everybody haf to be recall on their off days.. So short of manpower.. Sianz..

Bought my new toy.. Simply in love..










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Its MONDAY.. "MONDAY BLUESSSSS" Lucky im nt working today.. Off.. Relaxing at hm nw.. N YES, alone.. Baby went meeting wif his dad.. Dunno wat time he's coming bk.. Will be meeting my bestie, Mei, ltr on for dinner at TM - DTF.. Last seen her was at her baby, Zac, baby shower day.. Time seems to be gg very fast.. Another wk, im gg to vietnam for my photoshoot.. Hmm.. Dunno hw it's gg to be.. Shall update tis portion wen im bk frm e trip.. Lolz..

1 wk plus went missing.. Bz workin.. Had been working non-stop since sat till nw n finally im off today.. Can slp till shiok shiok liao.. Hehe.. Went for dinner wif branch mates at e fishing pond after work.. e food so so only.. Juz ate a little cuz...... I aso dunno y.. Suddenly very moody.. Hate e looks of me rt nw.. Looking bk e photos, hw i wish i can get bk my looks.. Any gd n pro beautician to intro me?? I wanna get a new look asap.. I hate lookin at mirror nw.. HATE IT!! HATE IT!! HATE IT!!

Yeah!! Received my pair of shoe frm an online shop tis noon.. Super lk e shoe cuz its damn high.. bt a pity i get e size wrong.. As in slighty big in size.. Bt nvm, at least i knw wat size i shd get in future.. Wahaha.. Baby gonna kill me if he read tis.. Wahaha.. Show u e shoe i get..

Tis is mine..

N tis is my frn pair..

Its frm tis online shop call "The Beauty Elements".. U can visit her web at "www.thebeautyelements.blogspot.com"

Well well well, im off ytd too.. Yes, 2 days off in a row.. Went out wif my besties to twn for a little shopping.. Wanna get my face powder bt end up din.. Probably ltr ask baby send me there again to get since its on e way to his work.. Lolz.. Gg dw his work plc as well as i nd to pass my gal her shoes.. She's excited to get her shoes.. Haha..

Im bk frm my bkk trip.. Overall still okay.. Depart frm sg at 1230pm, reached there settled everythg at e hotel, its alr 5 plus noon.. Rest awhile, went for massage opp e hotel.. 2 hrs oil massage.. Shiok.. After dat, went bk hotel called for room service.. Slag awhile till i fall aslp.. Wasted 1 day over there.. Sianz.. Told baby next time i dun wanna go over at tis kinda of time.. Reali wasted lor.. Usually we went over is mornin flight.. Reach there is only early noon.. At least gt time for my shoppin.. Wahahaha!! Din reali gt lotz of stuffs tis time round cuz nth special.. Shop ard e new mall bt nth lor.. Still prefer e old one.. Lolz..

As for our valentine day, we are over at bkk.. My pressie frm him is a flower bear bought at silom plus a shopping trip over at bkk.. Hehe.. Thks, baby.. N his, i haven got for him.. Wahaha..

Received a call frm precious e day b4 i came bk.. My mum fainted at hm n precious bought her to e polyclinic and was referred to sgh.. I was damn worried till i cant concentrate on my shoppin.. Kept calling bk n ask on her condition.. Chest infection.. She was asked to stay over at sgh dat nitez.. Lucky she was okay n being discharge e next day.. e day i came bk.. Once i reached sg, received text from precious sayin she went bk hm le.. So went bk hm n see her.. Hope she get well soon.. Bless her..

Haiz, tml gg bk work liao after so many days of rest/leave.. Hmm..

*** STAY HAPPY!! STAY HAPPY!! STAY HAPPY!! ***

Gg bkk tml noon.. Bt smhw din reali feel very happy or excited over it.. Haiz.. Very sianz.. Sick of wat im gg thru nw.. Hmm.. Nobody can teach me or advise me hw i shd walk dw on my comin path.. Reali very sianz.. Too much thg for me to feel disappointed le.. Reali feel lk putting everythg dw n leave for gd.. Hmm..

Tis comin sun is ah heng 6th yr death anniversary.. Im nt in town so probably came bk den go pray him.. So fast, times flies.. 6 yrs alr.. Every chingay, will definitely remind me of him.. e day he passed away was actuali chingay.. He was suppose to go for his chingay performance.. Haiz.. So young n yet juz went wifout a single word.. hopefully he had re-born.. re-born to a beta person.. dun be lk e past anymore.. haiz.. smtimes think bk, dat was e worst days i ever had.. if i can endure all tis, y nt nw.. juz find it hard to accept wat had happened to me recent yrs.. its juz so unacceptable.. hmm..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, EVERYBODY !!! HUAT HUAT HUAT arh !!!!!!!!

Tis yr as usual i start work on e 3rd day of cny.. Suppose to off on sat bt suddenly asked to come bk to work.. So sianz.. Drag myself to work on dat day cuz mj till 5 plus.. So stone wen im at my work plc.. Wahaha!! After work, went bugis wif baby n his kids for dinner as well as went to buy ipod touch 4 for his daughter.. His daughter wanna buy using her ang pow money.. Hmm.. Juz dun understand since gt iphone 3 liao y still nd ipod touch.. Haiz.. No comments.. After dat, went for movie at vivo wif precious n tall man.. Watched e "Mr & Mrs Incredible".. Tis show ar, abit boring.. Fell aslp lor me.. Mayb i too tired liao bah.. Reached hm alr 1 plus 2am.. Quickly get my thgs done n off to bed as i still gotta work on sun.. Watch movie again on sun bt tis time round wif his kids.. Aso at vivo.. Watched "大世界".. A very gd show.. Quite a funny show.. Hehe.. N its bk to mon again.. Almost everyone came bk to work.. Was a bz day for us today.. Ppl kept depositing non stop n we kept counting non stop.. Wahaha!! Bt nvm, im gg off soon on wed and AL on tis comin wkend till next wed.. Gg bk work on next wed.. Gg to my fav shoppin pardise.. BANGKOK, HERE I COME!!!!! lOLZ..

Well, tis yr din took any pics except on 初一.. N its only a few pics..

Pics taken at geylang temple..

Dats my new year shoe.. Dun ask me hw high is it cuz i cant remb.. Lolz..

e wedges o wore to work on sat 初三.. Everybody kept tokin me abt my wedges.. Im so in love wif tis.. Hehe!!

Only dat little of pics cuz either bz chatting or bz playin wii wif precious or mj wif mummy n daddy.. Wahahaha!!

Okay okay, gg bed soon cuz its 1am liao.. Im workin ltr.. Y ltr is only tues nt wed?? Haiz.. Nitez, everyone..

Its cny eve today.. Nt gg bk my mon's plc for reunion dinner ltr on cuz we postpone our dinner till 2nd day of cny.. Every yr of tis day, my parents gotta work till very late so tis yr dey ask us to eat at our own.. Bt to me on tis day wer i dun haf to eat wif my parents, haf to spend it alone cuz he's gg bk his mon's plc to eat.. Yes, wifout ME.. Wahaha.. Its always lk dat since we started out 4 yrs plus.. Hmm.. Juz eaten mac for my late lunch early dinner.. Went bk to work tis morning till 2plus.. Half day.. Suppose to do some cleaning up bt since my part time maid is here n she bring 1 more helper den okay lor.. I relax lor.. Wahahaha!!

Anyway, i hereby wishing everyone a "HAPPY CHINESE PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR!! HUAT AR!!"

Argh!! So shag n tired.. Din haf any off day since e last wed.. Very very tired nw.. Wanna off.. Argh!! Some more nw off abit difficult cuz short of manpower.. Sianz.. Juz hopin tis comin tue I can rest if nt I'm gg faint cuz if nt Reali can only rest during Cny liao.. Cny who on earth will rest .. Hmm.. Nw my next sat off aso ganna recall bk to work.. Fucking Sianz lor.. Hmm..


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Im off bt no program for me.. Hmm.. Wen to do my laundry.. Wash all e new clothes I bought during my previous off day.. :)

Ytd went for movies wif besties after my work at tiong bahru.. Watched "Hereafter".. A classic drama I can say bah.. After show, went bk hm.. So tired bt still gotta fetch my boss frm work..

Another 2 wks, CNY is comin.. So fast.. Wen I'm still a kid, I terribly enjoy Tis day cuz gt ang pow to collect.. Bt nw Wen I gradually grew up, I dun reali lk cuz aunties uncles start askin me ' 阿 gal, 你几时要结婚?'.. Omg.. Everytime Wen there's gathering wif my relatives, sure tis question will pop up.. So tis yr 不例外.. Lolz..

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There goes my off day.. Off day goes off too fast.. Dun tik gotta enough rest.. Haiz.. Woke up 12 plus in e noon, slagg at hm till 5 plus.. Went to fetch his kids at bedok den off to bugis.. Ate dinner at NYDC den shop ard for their new yr clothes.. No time for me to acc dem liao.. My off days been taken up for my bestie in her shop.. 2 more wks to CNY.. Dun reali feel e mood at all.. Sianz.. Bought too much clothes recently thru internet or shoppin so probably nt buyin bah.. Probably only.. Afterall buyin clothes is my speciality.. Haha!! Juz bought 2 ex dress from P.O.A recently n 2 levis lady jeans juz nw.. Either wear dress or jeans wif top for new yr bah.. Still thinkin afterall its 2 wks ltr.. Hmm.. Gg shower put mask n slp liao.. Gotta wake up early for work.. Nitez..

Suddenly i felt so miserable.. i dunno wat e hell happened.. Since 430pm he left e hm till nw 130am, no texts or call frm him.. He made me felt he dun even care or think of me.. Juz nw, i asked him to drop me at bugis since he's gg fetch his frn at dorset rd.. He nv tik n juz reject me straight away tellin me he's late.. Since he alr late, another 10mins no much diff.. Wat so difficult.. I reali dunno.. I told my gal, she asked me y he lk dat.. I dunno hw to ans her.. Wat am i to him? I reali wanna knw.. Its only 4 yrs plus n i can felt we no longer e same.. No sparks in our r/s anymore.. Frankly, i felt so sianz in it.. He dun even care hw i tik.. He reali made me felt lously.. We looked so different compared to other couples out there.. No topics, seldom see each other, no shoppin, no equal time.. I reali dunno knw wat is all these.. Wat will happened if we reali married.. I dun lk wat im having nw.. Fuckin dun lk.. He dun even bother to see whether had i reach hm a nt.. He juz dun bother at all.. If thgs gg continue lk dat, i rather let go n stay single.. No pt carryin on lk tis.. Should i juz let go, put dw everythg n leave???????????????????????? I reali nd to tik carefully, afterall its my future..

Time reali flies fast.. 18th yrs of friendship n it's still on goin.. So happy n touched.. At a certain time of pt, I Tot we had drift too far.. Bt cuz of recent activity, we drew closer again.. Hopefully Everythg will goes well for all 7 of us.. Be it family, work or friendship.. Let's all kept up e Gd work n survived another 18th n 18th n 18th yrs of frn ship bonding..


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